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Last night I got drunk, and i had my friend timmy come sleep with me cause of course i didn't wanna sleep alone. So we were down in my room watching fightclub. Then i guess one thing led to another we were just kissing, nothing more really.  Everything stayed above the waist.  But i guess i gave him a tramp stamp. i not i guess.....i did. But man i felt like and ass cause i told him not to give me one last night. So yea i just feel like a pile of shit.  Plus. i feel bad because of the whole kirk thing. I dont know what to do or think. fuck it.

Today was a pretty boring day, we went and saw timmy and work, sat around, and we are doing laundry right now. I stayed up until 6:00 this morning and i woke up at 9:30. Im just a bit tired. Fuck dude im way tired, exhausted. confused. too many emotions.  Today Mike told me that kirk was back and i believed him then he said that he was jokin. I was so pissed. 

Right now i am watching some funny ass porn dude this shit is crazy.... HAHA alright goodnight

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